But I really do feel like a bad person. I am doing bad things, bipolar or not, medication or none, I am still doing these bad things. I am in a bit of a frenzy at the moment so might start posting loads of crap when it starts to peak. Its that or shout at my husband for being an inconsiderate twat. Its gone 5pm and I just want the day to go away now. No doubt I will be up until 4-5am like the last coupld of nights. Ok, so I also havent had any medication since thursday night.... pharmacy was closed and I live in this tiny village and couldnt get anywhere else to pick up my prescription.