No, you're not alone....when pushed, I still do hateful things and say the most horrible hurtful stuff to my husband. It's almost as if I enjoy it at the time, and know how to push his buttons. I always feel guilty afterwards. Argued today, but didn't feel guilty. But, I am being pushed to my limits at the moment. Anyway, sorry, I totally made that about me! Damn self absorbed.

Just wanted to let you know, that you're not alone.