(((((allme)))) I am so sorry things seem to have gone from bad to worse. I hope somehow you can find some calm in the storm. I know how upsetting it must be for you while your emotions are all over the map. Please be careful not to do anything too rash in the midst of all the emotional chaos. Maybe there is somewhere you can go just to get a break for a while without making any major decisions right now. My thoughts are with you hun. Be well.