i dont know what has made me feel depressed, but whatever it was it happened almost 18 months ago at least, thats when all this started. since then i seen myself in hospital several times, on meds and generally going crazy. my friends think it schizo cos of how i act, i dont realise it, but i never remember things, i believe things that are real stupid, if someone tells me its true then thats it, its true. i have been hearing voicees (not to much lately) and always feel as if i am not alone, at times to the extent that i cant be left alone for fear someone is gona grab me. i know this sounds stupid but thats just me.