You have survived it though, and that's something.

Is there something that you are struggling with in your life right now? How is the weather where you are? This is a difficult season of the year. If winter lasted longer than it did, I would be in trouble. I've tried to get outside in the afternoon and get some sunlight and exercise, but at this point all I want to do is sleep. Could this be a seasonal thing for you too? If it is, there is treatment - sunlight, exercise, light therapy, medications, psychotherapy, St. John's Wort. I don't remember which of these you have tried or not, but just some options for you to consider and maybe talk to a professional about.

TC,
Rap