thanks you guys. I really needed to hear that

I'm doing ok, in between crying jags, but at least eating again. My husband is here for the weekend which helps, and my parents are being very attentive by phone which also helps, though both these things also make me feel guilty, but, so it goes.

I started to take the lorazepam whenever i felt too overwhelmed, which isn't that often, but one or two a day. i guess it's only until the anti-depressant kicks in, which who knows. it's lexapro, which hopefully will do something for both the depression and the anxiety.

thea