Hello everyone, tommarow i'm getting my FIRST pap smear...And I'm kind of scared.
I've never had one before, And it just seems like it's going to be very awkward and painful.
The thing i'm most worried about is the awkwardness, knowing someone's looking at my lady parts is very weird...
I have no idea why but I feel like i'm not ready for one ..
I have been sexually active about a year and a half back, and i'm almost 18, so my doctor is making me come in for one tommarow in the morning.
I've already told my mom i've been sexually active, but it was very awkward as well.
What are they going to do?? What kind of questions are they going to ask??
I'm TERRIFIED
Any idea's on how to help me relax ?
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