I am too attached to my T. I am afraid of how it will make me feel when I finish seeing the T.
It's probably just because the T is so nice and caring. But it's so awful to think that one day the T won't be in my life anymore. Someone that has made such a difference in my life will be gone. Gone like the wind! It's so sad when people leave, I hate it. The T is the person that I think about most in the whole world at the moment. It's embarrassing, I feel like a freak. I talk to her in my head. Like I imagine telling her things that are going on. Not like I actually think that she can hear me talking to her. I just have imaginary coversations with her. Like I used to have imaginary friends when I was a child. I feel crazy now. Gave myself a laugh anyway. ROFL!
Anyway, what I'm thinking is that it can't be healthy or normal to be thinking about the T so much. I must be obsessed or something. I want to stop thinking about the T but the T is so nice and kind.