i dont even know how to be bi-curious. i just know people getting close to me bothers me, i dont know how to have friendships and my relationships lately are about sex that i dont even want to have without the underlying principles. its almost as if i have to stop thinking completely and just fall into a girl, its like i cover my emotions for women because i cant handle it. i dont feel like i could be in a relationship with a guy, and the idea of being in between doesnt sit with me. i do know i hate this feeling, its like im dead.