so tonight at 8pm we are going to see our new counselor for the first time and we are pretty nervous about it after the last disaster we just had. its beenso long and hard and we thought for sure the last one was *the* one but now we have to start all over again and that seems so overwhelmingly daunting we refuse to get our hopes up right now and we are going in with no expectations but please oh please let her work out....