((((((((((((((( granite ))))))))))))))))) remember all those other times you were so afraid of what I might do.... what did she ever do...... the worst she can do is say something; but how you receive what she say s at least as important as what she says, in fact more so. Please can you remember that she wants your healing, even if there are disconnects.
try to be at peace. Even the therapy hour is only an hour (or less, in a lot of cases!)