You're worthy of happiness and love. D0n't ever believe otherwise. So what if you're n0t perfect? Who is? Doesn't mean we d0n't deserve to be loved. I kn0w what it's like to m0urne the end of a long relati0nship, I know how self-destructive one can feel,please,please try,just try to hold on. Speak to someone,if you're on meds,see your pdoc about a tweak, please d0n't give up,d0n't let go of the reigns, you can do this. Feel free to PM me if you need to. I'll be keeping you in prayer. XOXO