SJ I dont hate you, not in the slightest. It seems to me that things are really tough for you at the moment and things are getting mixed up. I know whwere you are coming from with abandonment issues and so on, you just gotta hang in there.

And its true, its very difficult not to snatch defeat from the jaws of sucess.

Im thinking of you and sending you the best from all of us.

atg