(((((((((((((((((((((((((( Deb )))))))))))))))))))))))))))

My dear friend,

I am so sorry you are in such a terrible place right now. Please know all of us care about you and love you.

Are there any meds at all you can take? Any? Can you take Xanax, even in the tinest amounts? I am not familiar with your allergies, but when I was in your shape, the xanax and lamictal, (I take trileptal now.), gave me my life back. Is it at all possible that you can take a combo of it?

I know your love of your animals. You will get up to care for them. Your heart always puts them ahead of you. Is it possible that you can get someone to help you for a while? A social service person or caretaker of some sort? That would ease some of your stress.

I'm sorry about the car accidents. Your mind was just overloaded and was somewhere else. Also, the people in front of you might have stopped too soon.

Please let me know how you are doing. Send me a pm anytime. I'm always here for you.

Love and hugs,

Jan