Thank you for your reply Cyran0. It's funny that you say to write things down because I have noticed that I'm much bolder when I write text messages to him. I don't want to send this in a text message though, so maybe when I see him tomorrow I can take your advice and write something to him.

I have to admit I'm scared to do that too though. I'm scared he'll think I'm a little weird if I do that. I've been feeling pretty depressed for about a month, but I haven't told him because I am scared he will think something is wrong with me and then distance himself. He's originally from another country and I'm from the US and he has already said that he doesn't understand the American obsession with being depressed. That automatically made me think that I can't tell him if I feel that way. He will either think I'm "crazy" or I'm another one of those "depressed" Americans. My depression isn't what I want to talk with him about though. What if I'm just overreacting?