Quote:
Originally Posted by SillySelf
Yes, Dizgirl. I have felt this way MANY of times.  The last time that I went through a breakdown and was VERY suicidal, I called a therapist that was recommended to me. She WOULD NOT see me unless I could pay $125.00/hr. Here I was VERY suffering and was having trouble staying alive, but if I could not pay the $125/hr. then I was garbage and my life was not worth saving to her. I told my minister and luckily he set me up with someone to talk to in the church for FREE. That person really saved my life. She cared enough to meet with me all the time and never charged a dime. She did it out of COMPASSION. |
Hey Sillyself,
that sounds like an awful feeling and experience...that you were not worth saving unless you could pay that price!
however that is not true at all because you are more precious than anything money could buy!
It annoys me that when we pay T's we still feel we have no real say in our treatment, that theres still a major power embalance because they get to decide a lot of things, yet if we didn't pay then they wouldnt bother at all - so the ball is always in their court really isn't it?
