Thank you everyone for your kind responses. No I wasn't offended by the poem at all. I thought it was wonderful. Since this last episode I think the reality has finally sunk in and I look at things a lot differently than I used to. I do what needs to be done and I say what's in my heart. Because you just never know. My psychologist has an assignment for me before I come back again. I'm supposed to call the national jewish hospital in denver colorado that specializes in lung disease and see if I can't set up a second opinion. Thank you once again from the bottom of my heart.