Gosh, I know how that feels. My husband got a girlfriend before we we got the divorce papers made up. He started to not feel like coming home and just stayed at a friend's house. He'd stay out late after work. I never knew when or if he was coming home. I felt like as long as I was still living there, he should still come home at night. I was still his wife! He could at least wait until we were separated! I'll be thinking of you.