Hello all,

A few months ago I've lost my job. Mainly because my boss hated me, I still don't know why exactly. Since then, my self-esteem has dropped to zero, and yet another depression has kicked in.

I still have the energy to respond to any job I might like. This has led to several job interviews. Somehow I always screw these job interviews up. My shy and anxious nature takes over, and I don't know how to answer their questions.

There are 2 questions that I really hate answering, so I make up some lies, and hope they will be happy with that. But somehow they see right through that.

How do I answer these questions:

- What is your dreamjob?

I can't answer this, because I really don't know.

- Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

The honest answer would be, that I don't see myself anywhere. I'll most likely be dead by then.

How do I answer these questions? My only hope is to get a job, only then can I regain some self-esteem and take care of the rest of my life.