[quote=Cyran0;1801852]Ambrosa, I just want to say how impressed I am by how strong you've been. This is such a hard thing to deal with and you're staying strong and getting help. A lot of people don't do what you've done for yourself.

Keep the faith!

Thanks Cyran0 for your kind words. But I don't feel to strong atm... It sometimes feels like it is over powering me. It is such a battle I have been fighting it so much the last couple of days. It's so hard to hold on, u feel like u are gana go insane! I just want 1 day where i don't feel anxious or have a panic attack and one day where i don't have a twinge of pain shoot through my chest (because of my stupid shoulder) and me think heart attack!! I am starting to forget what normality feels like... I wouldn't wish this stuff for anyone. I am just glad i found this site where other people understand.