I'm off to bed shortly, since I have to get up very early in the morning. I wish I could help you more.

If you don't think you can survive, you need to get some help in real life right now. Talk to your mom. Call a hotline. Go to the ER. Call your pdoc.

All of these actions are acceptable, not shameful, and are more likely to help than an online group in a crisis.

Take care.

I'll look forward to hearing how you are doing tomorrow.

(((((greenleaves))))

gg