Sounds like how I felt when they decided it was time to try ECT. Tests, more tests, scans, the treatments...woah! Buy antipsychotics don't have to make you feel bad, that's very true.
If she's right, you might come out of this feeling better than ever!
Just remember, you control your treatment, so if something isn't a fit for you, speak up.
HUGS!!!!
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