o.kay we are in the same boat, my friend. the only difference is i have a couple of people that also do it around me and its hard to stop when you have it in your face 24/7. people think its all fun and games but alot of the time you get a mental addiction to weed. is it something missing in your life that is being replaced with pot? idk, thats just how i feel about my smoking habit. i know you dont want to but eventually your gonna have to face that anxiety. trust me i know how it feels, im anxious about my whole future...i have to face this also and i know if i dont i will never accomplish anything. its hard to just throw yourself in those type of situations but its necessary.