Hey I think that that idea about getting another friend with the same name could work. That is not such a bad idea. At first I think I would feel yuck about it but might get used to the name if someone nice had it. I'm imagining putting an add in the paper...'Friend needed for anxiety recovery, must have the name????'
That would be funny.
Thanks for all your tips everyone. Hearing that name brings back horrible feelings and memories. Makes me shiver just thinking about it.