...of being ill, constantly fatigued, no motivation though things keep piling up, the meds I'm taking (seemingly) doing nothing, and crying.

I cry over nothing and everything - I cried my way through "Chronicles of Narnia" - the movie - later that night cried (though I tried to hide it) at my friend's graduation party. Later this afternoon, I'm going to a movie with my mother so I'm pushing myself to get ready. I was just washing my hair and burst into tears again (which are still flowing as I write this). I thought that maybe writing here would help me get some of this out.

I live alone so I don't have a spouse or children I have to take to school or care for. How do those of you who live alone make yourself do things?

So, so....tired.