No, no! Wolfsong! All it means is that I can't describe myself in terms as complicated as you seem to require for yourself! As the years go by (I'm old now) my life and myself seem simpler and simpler. You seem much more complicated. And that's FINE. You're fine and I'm fine! Even while you struggle with your borderline condition and I struggle with my problems. Why would you ask the admins to remove the post? I thought I was being friendly and sympathetic. I really DO appreciate the incredible variety of human life and personality. I think it's wonderful, in the original sense of the word: full of wonder. A sky full of stars and galaxies of stars, billions and billions. An earth full of total individuals, all human, all different, so many that one lifetime is completely insufficient even to get a glimpse of the whole. Wolfsong! I like you and respect you! You should know that from our past exchanges! And I have read your posts and do have some idea of the misery you're struggling with, your own personal reality that makes you, you! I feel that I'm talking to you over a very, very old long distance telephone line, with lots of crackles and ebbs and flows of sound, fading in and out. Can you hear me? I'm WITH you! Can you hear me?