((((Ygrec))))

Ok...See?

This is a key fail for me.I assumed you meant.I thought when you said..."We're all different Thank God...I was bad....?Ughh little girl in me.I apologize.

Thankfully I have realized my need to confirm my interpretations...as I am nearly always off base in my perception.

Frankly I mourn the fact that I am so complex.And,have to say...this doesn't nearly encircle the complexity or diversity of my inner self.Fully madness making.

I envy you.I want to have an ability to find a real-life view-point.I always seemed to 'not fit'.I can see the contrast.I hate it.

You undoubtably were being sympathetic.But,my head mis-interprets and so I find I must ask for clarification.I just couldn't know what you meant.

I was ashamed of my complexity.

Please understand....I have been this 'deep' since forever...I can recall age 4 and thinking this way.

My peers never 'got' me.I received soooo much flack.I just get embarrassed.I want to be not so deep.Son always comments.Doesn't mean harm...jut sees me cry easy and *****es about me 'killing myself emotionally' all the time.


[Wolfsong! I like you and respect you! You should know that from our past exchanges! And I have read your posts and do have some idea of the misery you're struggling with, your own personal reality that makes you, you!]

Thank you.I am so embarrassed at my initial reply.

[I feel that I'm talking to you over a very, very old long distance telephone line, with lots of crackles and ebbs and flows of sound, fading in and out. Can you hear me? I'm WITH you! Can you hear me? ]

Yes,Ygrec...I know sweety...everyone feels this with me.My interpretive qualities in exchange are very lacking.Please forgive.

Thank you for your tenderness and patience.

WO.olf~