Hello d444
You have had so much loss in the past couple of years. No wonder that you would feel sad.
I understand how horrible you feel about losing your dog. My dog has been gone for a little over a year now and this week I dreamed that he came home and in my dream I was so happy to see him again. Our pets can be better friends than people sometimes and losing them so very, very hard.
I am glad that you have found psychcentral. You can always find a kind person to listen here when you want to talk.