When you step-back and view this post out side yourself you can see that to have the thoughts you mentioned on a list....indicate that it
IS an anger thing

People who aren't angry will not have these thoughts.

The list is as follows:

I have sick twisted thoughts of what I'd do to this girl

Ripping her hair out

Smashing her teeth into a curb

Slashing her face up JUST so she'd be ugly and no one would look at her

Smashed a glass to to cut her face up


Then.....
You turn around and make yourself the victim...

But you identify the thoughts
paranoia,
jealousy
violence
pre-meditation (if you act on this crap)

You recognize the evil in them
You say "When we go out" Indicates more than once

You only "somehow" stop?
"very close to it being too late"
Time bomb waiting to go off

How's this for helping you get over it?:

You want to go to prison?
Live with the knowledge of your deeds?
Do you think she (who ever she may be) is less valuable than you?
How'd you feel if she,or some man,or anyone was entertaining these thoughts toward you?
What happens when the deed is done?
What then?

Then....
you turn around and give a guilt trip to someone giving you base recommendation.Like THEY were wrong.

You say you don't know what you're doing till you "wake up' from yourself....

Lets see that keep you out of prison.
Hurt one of my kids,anyones kid....wow...you wouldnt EVEN want to do that if I knew you.

You know what happens to new girls in prison?Better google it b4 you decide to slash a face hun.

E-mail your arse to an in-patient hospital QUICK!