I am replying back to your last post out of the experience I have gone through myself with sex and always wanting it to feel good... I was ADDICTED to the chemical high that sex gave me (my drug of choice) and even though I only had sex with my husband, it was still a DRUG used to medicate the emotional pain that was still inside of me (sex was my happiness in life).... a way to escape without having to die.

<font color="purple">I never really thought of it that way, I mean I know that there is such a thing as being addicted to sex, but I never thought much about the "high" it gives.

The concept of that and using it as a medication of sorts is a very interesting thought that I will definately be pondering for a while.

Thank you for sharing that, esp. such a personal view point & experience. I really appreciate it!

I think it may be a good idea for me to keep a "sex" journal of sorts as well. Maybe it will help me be more aware of what I really am thinking and feeling, before , during and after.

I will be visting that site you suggested as soon as I click continue...

Thank you again Rhapsody!! </font>