I must admit, I've been mulling the possibility of staying away a few days and try to deal with emotions myself as they come. I'm not a stupid individual and I know me
and how I usually react to situations I feel are out of control. No, not hurting myself,but I live in a town where Missy and I used to walk, so whenever I get out, I see these areas and memories kick in about good times, then at night, missing those
daywalks and her being by my side kick in at night and so do emotions I have a tough time dealing with. I considered a move to another state to get away from those local memories...would be a stupid move, cost too much money, among other probable difficulties, so..I'm stuck where I am. I had one of those past memories yesteray and
resulting nightmare,....well...I won't describe it, but it had me begging God to PLEASE stop allowing these nightmares.