kvinneakt, is there in anyone in your office that knows that you are on medication? Because if there is they might just be trying to do soemthing to get you to step down. If that person didn't want you to find that note, I would think that they would have hidden it better. Also, it's very comendable that you appoligized, if anything it shows that you take responsibility for your actions, and your not a diffucult employee. If no one else in your family has known you to do anything like that and you didn't think you did anything wrong, then trust your gut instict on that one.
-Audrey