well, ever since i was in the fourth grade i was diagnosed with multiple learning disabilities. i was in special education classes for math and study hall with a teacher in thr room. I eventually was accepted for an IEP each year mandatory...sooo...i get one every year...i was diagnosed supposivly with ADD too in 8th grade. i had an IEP done in 8th grade for three hours during sometime the day. Anyways, i was finished and on meds at the time so it might of messed me up, who knows. Anyways, i got the results back AND it showed i was delayed in all areas of testing. it said i was equvilant to an elementary student. my reading comprehension level was no more then GRADE 2.3. sucks, right? (If your 16, and a tenth grader.) Anyways, i had a recent IEP done last year at the end of the year and the results came back the same, even maybe a little bit worse. its so depressing to know that its reality, im not 'high school material'. I'm going to struggle in college, not be happy with my profession, etc. it just sucks to know this is reality and the truth. idk...im struggling in my new school thats theraputic because there are no special educaiton classes anymore..but i DESPERATLY need the therapy. but, if i go back to MHS (my public HS in nj) i will not learn a thing from my teachers because the just gave me the answers and easyyy work to do all the time, 5 days a week. idk what to do, maybe look into another daytime private school?? i really love my new school though too, but theres also not that much around the tristate area in my area where i live, schools and all. idk, what to do at all...totally confused! and depressed on top of it. i also basically should be put in elementary school, i mean..my results showed that i should be, right??? i passed all the years, with no knowlege. Just the teachers, it so much sucks.

Feedback would be good.

deb