ITherapy has been a disaster and I no longer have confidence in it. (I've had many types.) Likewise, meds have not helped much; the side-effects - particularly the sexual ones - impede my progress. I have lost hope. I do laundry on Saturday nights rather than go out. I don't understand nor relate to popular culture. I don't understand love and avoid it at all costs. I am lonely and have no real friends. I need to learn how to play but have no idea how to do it. Any ideas?