I have been medicated for 3 years and I have NEVER purposefully missed a dose, ever. Once in a while I forget, or it's too late at night and I can't take them or I won't wake up the next morning.

Yesterday, I truly forgot. I woke up late and was in a rush to get out the door in the morning, so I missed my morning dose. Then in the evening I went grocery shopping and I can't take my meds before because I was driving (I can't drive on them) and I forgot to take them after.

Well, today....I took both doses for today and flushed them down the toilet, so my husband wouldn't know I skipped them.

WTF am I doing???

I was already getting a little bit out of control in the past week or so. Why am I letting it all go?