I've put my best friend through so much over the last few years and now I think I've gone too far. We had a party for her brother at the house I live in with her and her parents and I got so drunk I don't remember most of it. The last thing I remember was being on the extension roof and her mum telling me to get down. The next thing I was walking to the hospital. They couldn't do anything because I was drunk and so they paid for me a taxi to my brothers. My sister in law then drove me to my mums. I stayed their the night and went home the following evening. I spoke with her parents and they told me that I'd sworn at my friends Dad and my friend found out and she confronted me and I kept telling her I was gonna die and then laughing so she threw a drink on me. I don't remember any of this and she hasn't spoken to me since. It's been nearly a week and she just ignores me. I know there is no point saying sorry because it doesn't mean anything to her anymore cos i've said it so many times. I don't know what I can do! She is the only friend I have really and she's helped me through so much despite what I've put her through. Her and her family know about my Bipolar and I've already agreed with her parents that I don't drink anymore. How can I talk to my friend??!! I have noone without her! What do I do? Please help!!!