PC is such an awesome place. I am glad that I found this forum as all of you have added so much to my therapy by reassuring me that my thoughts are thoughts of others also. I felt so alone in all the struggles in was/am having. Thanks to all.

Sometimes when I ask a question, I don't know what I will gain but my gut instinct tells me that there is definitely something to be gained from her actually giving me an answer without struggling to get an answer put of her. From the answers I have seen here, I feel that maybe more trust and a stronger sense of closeness may be obtained from her sharing. I have been struggling with her lately and that is probably why now is the time the question has finally been asked because I am questioning sincerity. I am too scared to tell her that though since I already feel she is trying to terminate me. I hate to possibly offend people.