I was touched by your letter, but there is a salution for your problem. If you try hard and go for as many jobs as possible there is a hope that you will be able to make some money. Be very frugal and try to spend as much time as you can with your daughter as you can. Don't beat yourself up you will only make the situation harder than it already is. The little time with your daughter is still valuble and is better than none. I hope you are able you take my advise and try as hard as you can to not beat your self up. Dont dicuss this much with your daughter though, you will only scare her. Keep a smile on your face, and keep praying.