I'm horribly depressed tonight. I don't even feel like typing this. It doesn't matter. It's either anxiety or this. Either way it's suffering and I'm so sick of hurting. I keep thinking if only I could think of something I'd like to do, something to distract me or cheer me up but there's nothing. And I don't have any energy anyway. At least the anxiety has that going for it, I have the energy to hold my head up or walk to the kitchen.
I don't know how to cope with this. All my therapy time is spent on anxiety.
Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/
Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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