Thanks all. I am still struggling a lot. Mental health care in Oregon is awful. I have found a new P but have not been able to get in with a T yet. I feel like I am beginning to spin out of control again. I know I need a tweak to my meds but I don't want to go back on anything that will make me gain weight again. The drastic weight loss I have had in the past year is the only thing I am happy about. So I am just white knuckling it here.