The closer I get to my holidays the scareder
I get.

First we're driving 1400 kilometres to Adelaide to see my younger
son.
So the driving part is hairy.
Then he comes back with us.Then my son and I go on
an Island holiday.
With all the recent disasters around the globe I am scared of that.
fears; disasters ...being attacked... drowning...air crash...getting
malaria...all my nightmares about holidays happenning...etc so on
and so forth...

Im not going to let it stop me going.I have to face it all.
And a giant fear is that I wont enjoy it...

well when I come back (going end of April till nearly end of May)
I will haave to read this and see what fears happenned or not...
hugs for me(((hugs and pats)))...jjulia