What is your dx? I know as a Borderline, these are feeling we have to deal with everyday and there is nothing we can do about it... kinda like a paranoia that the whole world is out to get us.. no one truly cares about us they just want to love and leave us.. we're not worth it..We can't trust ANYONE!! Now I KNOW this is BS but I (BPD's in general) seriouly cannot help but feel this way, and it HURTS so bad!! I'm sorry you feel like this too.. ((((HUGS))))