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Please remember hun it is a dream....it is in your thoughts in your sleep and that is all ok? We are all here for you.
Are you able to talk to someone/counsellor at school? What about a mental health drop in centre in your area? I feel so bad for you. I know how strong you are and how well you are doing so hang onto that ok?
I just re read your post and see that there is something offered at your school.....go and see them ok? You are going through a lot and they are there to help you. You are not alone in your struggles ok hun?
Please know that we care for you......sending extra hugs for you {{{{{{{{{{{{{{Trish}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}.

Heather