Hi Myzen. I don't know if these are tics that I have but I blink a hell of alot more than most people do. My friends (they aren't my friends anymore..actually they are more like rattle snakes now) used to comment on how I blink so much and I felt embarrassed. I also have this thing where my eye kind of twitches. One of my family members said something about it. I think it's a tic but I really don't know cos I am not a dr and too scared to bring the subject up with the t. But it's weird and looks funny. Don't like it please.
I am also very underweight because of the OCD and I get comments all the time about my eating. If it's my close friends I know that they care about me and they can say stuff about my weight, but not other people. Especially not strangers. I was being served in a line at a take away restaurant one day and the lady serving me asked if I was anorexic. Can you believe that? I just said to her that you don't say stuff like that. I wasn't rude to her or anything but I wondered if she had a brain in her head. I get really worried about when I go to the supermarket. I feel as though everyone is looking to see what I buy. I am sick of people going on about my weight. Another person I walked past in the shopping centre, and she said really loud, 'That girl just keeps getting skinnier and skinnier.' I felt bad about myself and I feel like everyone is staring at me because I'm so thin. I got invited out for tea this week too. These people (who I don't really like) invited me because they think I'm not eating properly. I don't like just anyone talking about my weight. It's none of their business. I realise that I am getting an attitude about this. I've just had too many bad comments about my weight lately and it's getting harder to just shake the comments off. It's getting inside of me now and it's hurting me.
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