Yea I have session memories of my therapist now friend and other therapists "frozen" in time. I like that because when I am missing therapy with a certain therapist I can close my eyes and have a "mental therapy session" you know like if something isnt going right I sit back, close my eyes and say ok JEH and I went through this back at the crisis center, she was sitting across t he table from me and -- then I let the memory flow until it reaches the point where either the answer to the problem is or the memory is finished and I say ok so what would JEH and I do about this? and I figure out the problem. Its like I am back in 1987with her instead of alone with whatever is going on. But I don't have only one memory (the last time I saw them) but many of our time together. And in the case of SKRand JEH I also have the non therapy memories so if I dont have time to contact them or they are busy with their workloads and so on I can enjoy those memories too with the added benefit of knowing they are a part of my life forever now as a friend would be.
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