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I'm trying to figure out what it means to be normal. None of my friends really understand what I struggle with on a daily basis. My wife tries so hard to have and open mind and wants to understand but she doesn't really get it. Even though I was diagnosed with BP I well into my adulthood the symptoms have been there since my mid to late teens.
The only normal I know is having this illness. I don't understand what it means to be 'normal.' Does anyone else struggle with this? What is normal to you?
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Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried
anyway you'll never know the many ways I've tried
DX: Ultra ultra rapid cycling bipolar 1 depression with frequent mixed episodes
Meds:
Lamictal 400mg
Geodon 160mg
Concerta 18mg
Klonopin 1mg
prior meds: Trileptal, Risperdal, Celexa, Lexapro, Zyprexa, Invega, Abilify, Lithium, Effexor, Ativan
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