Many hugs to you julia!!!! I can definitely relate to these fears. Like you, I also feel anxious about good things sometimes. It's the change part that makes me nervous. The fact that it's something different from my usual routine.

I think it's GREAT that you are going on holiday even though you are anxious. I really wish I had pushed myself more to keep on doing certain things. Instead I made the mistake of avoiding things and I've really created a big problem for myself by doing that. You're 100% doing the right thing!!!!!!!!!! I really hope you have a wonderful vacation!!!!!! ((((((((((julia))))))))))))))