I appreciate what you all are saying. I guess what I am really frustrated with is trying to cope with my own sense of normal. My actions, good or bad, are the only normal I seem to know. Does that make sense? Is it wrong for me to feel that my mania or depression is normal? Does anyone else feel that way?
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Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried
anyway you'll never know the many ways I've tried
DX: Ultra ultra rapid cycling bipolar 1 depression with frequent mixed episodes
Meds:
Lamictal 400mg
Geodon 160mg
Concerta 18mg
Klonopin 1mg
prior meds: Trileptal, Risperdal, Celexa, Lexapro, Zyprexa, Invega, Abilify, Lithium, Effexor, Ativan
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