I have posted on this forum in the past and then took a break for a lot of reasons. I had found the love of my life and due to my depression and terrible mistakes I made I lost this love. It has now been 7 months without her. And instead of getting better each day is worse. All I can think about is how much I lost when I lost her. She is the perfect woman for me. And, when my depression didn't get in teh way, we were a perfect couple. The kind of couple others would look at and comment that they were made for each other. I can't, and won't, be in another relationship. But, I am very lonely and miss her so much. I just don't know what to do to get over her. I don't know what to do.