I've been there too. I hope you feel better now. I hope you talked to some people in RL rather than just here.
Feel free to discuss what makes you feel bad. I find that rambling about it to a T seems to help some. But, I still find that I want to ramble about it here too. ]
As for our reaction, I suspect that most of us have gotten an odd reaction before. I have been told that my thinking is " warped" and that I shouldn't think that way. So, I know what it is like to fear the reaction of others if you share what you are thinking.